I've Been Such a Good Girl

I've been such a good girl
I've been such a good girl
Why do you look at me this way
Why do you look so distant
Did all what you told me
Followed all instructions
Guess it didn't work
I didn't turn to solid gold
But I wanted to so bad

First it wasn't easy
Something inside me struggled so hard
First it wasn't easy
But drop by drop it dropped
To be a better person, to live a better life
To be more easy, to be one of your kind
To be less dreamy, abusive, depressing, illusive
So you could see my love

And I wanted to so bad
And I wanted to so bad
And I wanted to so bad
But I lost my heart instead

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